It feels weird when I think to myself, "In 2011, I will be a mother." I feel so blessed and so ecstatic just thinking about it. I mean, I'm kind of a little freaked about labor and birth in terms of pain, but past that, all I can think is "I'm so excited, I want to see you, I want to hold you, let April come quickly." So I guess that brings me to my main resolution. I'd like to be an amazing mother. I know that means that I have to work on my depression and anxiety issues even more. Chances are that when the little one arrives, I will having so much to do that I will forget about many of my problems. I hope that the birth of my child signifies a new stage in my life. I suppose marriage and parenthood always do, but I hope that they are the catalyst to a happier me. For the first time in a long while, I am excited about the future.
In addition to working on the above, I have a goal practice Yoga at least 3 times a week and to work on sewing/crafting projects at least 3 times a week. Women are all about creation. Whether creating life, creating households, creating crafts, anything. I really want to work on channeling that this year, I guess.